Few ways

I came across a video telling us some simple ways to sort of kuatkan iman and stuff, and if we do it consistently then it will help

- is to always pray solat taubat one time a day

- dont sleep without reciting 3 qul

-and !!! Said that youve forgive people who mistreated you on that day or whatsoever 

But i find this very helpful. I mean if buat taubat, you ask for His forgiveness than before you sleep you said you have forgive everyone. Its like you go to bed peacefully, no hatred, no doubt inside you.  

You wake up smiling sebab dh takde grudges and all

Its almost February ( my birthday month) and i find it scary that once i turn 21, my death day will come even faster sigh 

Oh and to a friend who probably doesnt see me as a friend anymore, i hope you are doing good there in terms of everything, especially your faith. I mean im sorry that i couldnt say this directly to you ( its very hard to reach you and it will be awkward cuz macam mana nk cakap ,takkan hi pls jangan buat lagi lol ) but I really hope that youre changing into a better person. Everyone has their own dark sides and at this age, we just wanna try everything. But you need to know your limit, you are better than this. Probably you would be questioning why would i bug into your life and all, but i just feel like youre not like that, and you need someone to actually wake you up? I know somewhere deep down you know what you did was wrong and its very hard to change. But just remember that if you really want it then you have to ask it from Him and he will always ease your way kalau benda tu benda baik.Sis dah mcm ustazah dah but pls don’t do this, it will haunt you back in the future. Please, for the sake of your parents. Just dont do stupid things.

Anyways i felt so demotivated!! I just finished my test and.... i didnt do the 20 marks part 🤪 im so scared of this paper, it’s basically business thingy and you need to goreng smpai hangus ! Haih how to surviveeeee