Wrap Up

Some friends said that i was too fragile, couldnt take jokes that a bit kasar.. but little did they know that it wasn’t actually ‘a bit’ to me or some friends said, im too emotional over little things. When i tried to actually tell what i feel, some refuse to actually listen very well and just said that ‘youre strong and u can handle this’. I used to be that strong, but i dont relly know whats got into me, i cried almost every night, yesterday was the worst, i took a pen along with me to the toilet and started to just yknow-. Ive been crying for an hour, screaming for help. This is by far the worst semester ever, i hated friends who had been spreading stories about me, making me the bad person, just for the sake of covering up their fucking lies. Screw you, youre just that stupid.

I honestly dont know, whether i could handle this or not.