I tried not to please everyone dah today, i find it ok ( i think so) im really tired trying to fit into things that i dont really want to be, im really drowning in my own sadness i find it hard to let go, cuz ive been too dependent on things that constantly killing me. I guess im too scared, for the hate that people gave, for the love that doesnt go both ways. Maybe im expecting too much on everyone but todays the day that i woke up and feel like i did my best and i really dont want to make the same mistakes again and again. And maybe ive been putting the blame for things that happened to me on everybody, telling myself that it wasnt my fault for being over sensitive.
Im really scared of being alone, and for that reason i really dont want to stop myself from doing certain things- i just dont know where to go. Im not competent and fit enough to stay, and for that, i really want to walk away, from a friendship that doesn’t acknowledge me, as well as from the love that is sinking.
Im really scared of being alone, and for that reason i really dont want to stop myself from doing certain things- i just dont know where to go. Im not competent and fit enough to stay, and for that, i really want to walk away, from a friendship that doesn’t acknowledge me, as well as from the love that is sinking.
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