So I went through my old poems, funny, funny how everything used to be so wrong and sad and heartbreaking and just a disaster. I mean, I did go through a lot of phases in life, but surely this one right now is very very tough. There was this one phases where i used to be feelin so frustrated over a classmate that took me as a friend (only), that i almost slump my spm (?) kah. Or those days people used to call me a bitch or a sundal or when mom being reluctant to pull me from enrolling in kelas aliran agama. I mean i used to wite everything in words, but nowadays everything seems so blurry , after one thing dah pass, terus ada benda lain jadi. It feels so heavy.
But tu jelah part of growing up
Sometimes i wish i didnt know certain people, certain part of this ugly world. I wish i was that ignorant but oh well.
A friend approached me in class, asking me advices on how to deal with her thoughts at night ; i wast sure as well, everytime I encounter my breakdown moments, i’ll just cry cry cry cry cry cry cry till my head starts to scream from a severe headaches. But, idk whether its normal since everyone pun ada phase where diorang sedih kan but we can help each other in this ugly world by not saying mean things about others or more like minding ur own business. Some people were very self centred, talking about others macam lah oh wow kau sungguh hebat tapi one thing that I learned is that, benda yg kita cakap ni la nanti jadi kat kita cash ok no credit card.
Disebabkan dah lama tak tulis poem, here’s the latest edition to my sendu koleksi puisi
Flipping a book written upon my unspoken life,
Wishing that i would feel your touch beneath the pages,
But nothing seems to be that wise,
Cuz none of the names were called upon ur presence.
Ok pastu tktau esok sambung sbb ngantok
But tu jelah part of growing up
Sometimes i wish i didnt know certain people, certain part of this ugly world. I wish i was that ignorant but oh well.
A friend approached me in class, asking me advices on how to deal with her thoughts at night ; i wast sure as well, everytime I encounter my breakdown moments, i’ll just cry cry cry cry cry cry cry till my head starts to scream from a severe headaches. But, idk whether its normal since everyone pun ada phase where diorang sedih kan but we can help each other in this ugly world by not saying mean things about others or more like minding ur own business. Some people were very self centred, talking about others macam lah oh wow kau sungguh hebat tapi one thing that I learned is that, benda yg kita cakap ni la nanti jadi kat kita cash ok no credit card.
Disebabkan dah lama tak tulis poem, here’s the latest edition to my sendu koleksi puisi
Flipping a book written upon my unspoken life,
Wishing that i would feel your touch beneath the pages,
But nothing seems to be that wise,
Cuz none of the names were called upon ur presence.
Ok pastu tktau esok sambung sbb ngantok
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