New year new me? LOL

Honestly period between Oct 20 to Dec 20 were suck. I ran out of tears and things were too overwhelming for me (at least). I don't know how to put them into words. Adulting suck okie! Now I'm stuck not knowing what to do and what are my next steps. I somehow feel like I'm walking on a thin ice haihs If people were to ask me, the only thing that I could say is I'm tired. I got tired of everything (I mean it) I gave up on wanting things. Honestly, I don't know how people got to stay motivated in life. I did try to realign my needs and dreams but I guess I failed? Cause at the end I told myself I already had enough?