Bi-monthly update

2 months after, here I am, still upset about what's going on with my life. I didn't talk much about it now. I guess I'm just tired to think about the same damn thing. I feel like I had enough and I don't want to force things to happen dah. I broke down two weeks ago. The same feeling came back again and I couldn't stop myself from reacting the same way like I did last time. Funny, but I guess I was not over it yet. I got scared more often now. I kept on calling myself dumb/stupid. Unhealthy, I know.

On a side note, my nieces kept on asking me to allow them to shop online. Please do note that they are just 4 and 5 years old. So I gave them my phone to 'cuci mata' dekat shopee.  Diorang ingat diorang dh beli but diorang just scroll apps tu. And now they keep on bugging me with questions like "Aniiiiiiiii, bila barang tatak nak sampai" LOL *facepalm* anyways, they make my life less miserable tho sometimes (read most of the time) they give me a lot of headaches 😂

Back to our main topic, tengokla nanti 2 bulan lgi. Aku pon penad dah nak kawal emosi ni. Everything's going to be tiring once ur an adult so live ur life to the fullest ok ppl.