Oct Headache

Hello, it has been a month or two kot since the last post. Well I was busy with work and of course fulfilling my new interest which is cdrama XD yeap I blame dhils for suggesting me to watch them now I have to live with mataku yang rabak kerana eyebag yang teruk disebabkan oleh storyline tragis dan sebab drama dia 30 freakin episodes gosh I don't how did I do it man I mean 16 episodes of kdramas pun jadi stress if tk habiskan imagine I push myself to watch straight 30 episodes crazy kan. If only I spend that much of hour reading good stuff mesti I'm smort now :p but wtv let's just embrace the moment before start busy balik with work and all T_T 

Well I don't really have much to say but to the future me, at this age you're an aunt yang dengan anak sedara yang ramai yang kalo birthday sorang ko kena beli present for all. Yeap I'm very stress now. This month is the birthday month for N2 (N square). Plus if I'm buying them gift, I would have to buy for my other niece, SA. AND if I buy for SA, I need to buy for her younger brother, NI. Damn. And Nov is SA's birthday. So repeat guys. I will buy a gift for SA. And if I buy for SA, I would need to buy for N2. And of course NI. OMG repeat yall. I'm broke hahahahhahahhaha (crying inside) and my sister is in her third trimester now. Meaning to say, I would be more broke next year. :( but somehow trust me I wouldn't mind at the end of the day when I see them smiling T________T my sisters been persuading me saying that they had taken a good care of me when I was younger hence I need to repay them back in this way. Buruk siku betul. Then these two sisters ah they wanted gelang emas some more tau for their birthday. I hate being the youngest now. My sister bought me a candle for my birthday but now expecting to receive gelang emas. Just shoot me guys. THESE TWO MEMANG OVER.

I'm currently scrolling this lazada and shopee thingy wanting to choose them their rollerblade. My sister tu asked me to buy the whole set with all the gears the helmet and all nasib baik la aq ni aunty yang baik hati grr sabo jelah.

1 month left before I'm going into the next chapter of my life. It is scary and hopefully I'll be just fine. Amin.

Anyways, I never know pamungkas made good songs. I'm aware of him and his music but I don't really listen to them but I don't know how they end up in my Kunto Aji's spotify playlist. Everyone close to me knows what type of music I listen to....its always going to be a song that would put you to sleep hahaha but to me they are soothing like Kunto Aji's. Love them so much they are the one who put me thru during my dark days. But then right, if you ask me now, I couldnt listen to them dah. Nak termuntah. Cause I used to listen to them 24/7 now telinga sis kenod tahan (same case with hujan's songs hahahaha) So I guess I will stuck with Pamungkas' songs until further notice. Until when? We never know probably until I discover new song. Hopefully when everything gets better, I am able to watch Kunto Aji, Pamungkas, Hindia etc Indo's indies live. I went to hujan's twice. The first one was damn nice yall probably cause it was in an open space so you dont feel mcm serabut and sesak. The second one was at the bee. I went with hali and her ex. Damn awkward wehhhhh hahahaahahah you have to watch them mcm all lovey dovey but they went apart after that :(. but it wasnt fun sangat cause I accidently called dad during the concert. So I somehow terkantoi and kena bebel? T_T Stupid en hahahhahahah I went there secretly pastu I ter call my dad while singing to their songs. PASTU TERPAKSA cancel concert lany bcs mampos gue kalo kantoi lagi. Probably ada hikmah cause lany's concert was like 2 weeks before my final paper punya exam. I might fail who knows kan kehkeh dah lah audit but well I had fun. And of course I'm glad I didn't go to Lany weh. Takde orang nak go with me so I had to take the train or grab alone to SunU and it was in the middle of KL. Concert might finish somewhere around midnight so it's kinda scary. So my next aim would be at least KA's concert. but taktaula ms corona ni kan haih. Btw I got over Olivia Rod too. I used to listen to the whole album on repeat now if people tryna test me, just shoot I can sing the lyrics easily kahkah but like i said, I dah termuntah nak dengar now. My playlist are kinda boring now it's always the same songs weh. I had another playlist with all my mayday parade, pierce the veil, sleeping with sirens etc songs and they were the same songs that I listen to when I was 15! GOD. I need to lebih terbuka gitu. Spotify been suggesting me with weird weird songs......T_T

Ok I guess thats all. Thats my rant for this month hahah. Pray for me guys. I still want to travel with my friend next month. And I'm still eyeing on that particular shoe and handbag. Hopefully I'm able to tick off my wish list while still making my nieces and nephew happy. and of course my parents. T_T My mom. she caused everyone a problem. She bought stuff at shopee and lazada. She put CASH ON DELIVERY. sabor jela aku. She said she didnt know but I do believe she somehow purposely did that hahahahah. 

Till next time when I have random stuff to talk about. 

Oh and a side note, please listen to pamungkas risalah hati. They rerecord Dewa 19's song and to me it was good and sad :( (provided we have the same taste in music laa if not you would end up sleeping and find it boring hahah).